Warnings: smut, angst, PWP, un-beta'd, overtones of domination/submission, explicit sex acts, public sex
Summary: Harry takes a wrong turn in the DH epilogue and discovers that it's a fine line between pleasure and pain.
Notes: The first para is taken directly from the epilogue, so is obviously not mine, Don't sue me.
Draco Malfoy was standing there with his wife and son, a dark coat buttoned up to his throat. His hair was receding somewhat, which emphasised the pointed chin. Draco caught sight of Harry, Ron, Hermione and Ginny staring at him, nodded curtly and turned away again.
Harry’s heart leapt: that nod. The nod. It couldn’t…no, surely not. Not here. Not now. Harry suppressed an anxious gulp as he continued to watch Draco. There appeared to be nothing out of the ordinary: Draco remained with his wife and son, talking, smirking. Harry shook his head slightly, as if to return himself to his senses. He turned to talk to Ginny, his mouth half open, when he spied a silver-blonde blur in his peripheral vision. Harry mumbled an excuse to Ginny as he walked hurriedly away.
“Where’s he off to?” Ron asked, his brows knitted in confusion.
“Bathroom”, Ginny replied, contentedly wiping a smudge of dirt from her child’s round, pink face.
Harry rounded the corner of the public bathroom at a jog. Leaves and scraps of toilet paper littered the floor, crumpling underfoot as Harry strode cautiously towards the row of filthy cubicles. Sweat beaded on Harry’s forehead. His breathing quickened, and he could feel the blood coursing through his body in a way it hadn’t done since…he shivered at the thought.
Harry pressed a clammy palm against the door of the farthest cubicle. Dirt and God-knows-what-else stuck to his skin as he nervously pushed it open. Harry didn’t know what he would find: he didn’t know what he expected or wanted or hoped – desperately hoped – to find behind the splintered timber door. Eyes closed, Harry stepped forward.
“Hurry up and close the bloody door, Potter”, snapped Draco Malfoy, his own face flushed with colour, “You want your wife to see?”
“Don’t talk about my wife, Malfoy”, Harry retorted angrily through gritted teeth.
“No”, Draco mused. “Perhaps not. Perhaps it’s best if we don’t talk at all”.
Draco pulled Harry forcefully to him. The cubicle door clattered closed behind them. Blood seared through Harry’s veins: rage, yes, rage…but also lust. He couldn’t believe he was back here, even after all this time. Harry could feel his heart pounding against his chest as Draco peered down his sharp nose into his green eyes.
“It’ll be just like old times”, Draco whispered icily into Harry’s ear. Harry hated himself for what he was about to do – for what he was doing, to Ginny, to their children, to himself. But there, in Draco’s arms…
Harry reached up, pulling Draco’s face down to meet his own. His lips slightly puckered, Harry waited for the warmth of Draco’s flesh to meet his.
“Don’t fucking kiss me, Potter”, Draco spat as one hand slipped below his waist, unclasping his belt buckle. The other hand he placed on Harry’s shoulder, pushing him downwards. Harry wanted to resist. His mind sent the message to his legs to stand firm, but it had been hijacked by another part of his body – a part that was now straining uncomfortably against his trousers. Harry’s knees seemed to crumble under the weight of Draco’s hand: he fell to the floor, bone clashing painfully with cold concrete. Draco’s pants slid down over his slim legs, bunching up around his ankles. Harry knelt, tears welling up in his eyes – his mother’s eyes – as he pulled Draco’s underpants down, revealing a sweaty, throbbing cock. Harry wrapped his lips around the tip, flicking his tongue lightly over the skin. Draco’s hand slid up over Harry’s shoulder before coming to a stop on the back of Harry’s head. Draco began to thrust gently as Harry slurped hungrily on his cock. Harry sucked furiously, taking Draco further and further into his mouth, enveloping him in the wet, slippery cave that was his eager mouth. Draco pressed his palm hard against the back of Harry’s head, forcing Harry to take in every single inch of him, so that his foreskin was tickling the back of Harry’s throat. Harry moaned, almost choked, as Draco continued to thrust into him. Harry swirled his muscular tongue around Draco’s cock: he moaned in appreciation. Harry reached his hands up over Draco’s stomach as he delicately dragged his teeth over Draco’s red, pulsating flesh. Harry placed his hands on Draco’s contracted arse, desperately puller him deeper into his mouth.
Suddenly, Harry felt a sharp pain: Draco had grabbed a fistful of Harry’s hair. Draco yanked Harry’s head away from his groin, his hard-on sticking straight out like an obelisk.
“Do you want it, Potter?” Draco growled.
“Yes”, Harry whimpered, his eyes fixed on the cock just a breath away from his wet, pink lips.
“Look at me!” Draco hissed, pulling Harry’s head back further, Draco’s striking eyes piercing Harry’s. “Do you want it?”
“Yes, yes, fuck yes!” the words tumbled pathetically out of Harry’s mouth.
Draco dragged Harry’s head forward to meet his prick. Harry let his lips linger over the head, savouring the taste of Draco.
“Don’t fucking kiss it Potter: suck it”, Draco ordered. Draco thrust into Harry’s mouth, groaning. As Harry sucked and licked and gently bit Draco all over, the speed and intensity of his thrusts increased: Draco’s hips began to buck, as he fucked Harry’s mouth. Harry spluttered and coughed but never let Draco’s prick escape.
“Yes, Potter, yes”, Draco croaked, tilting his head skywards.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck!”, Draco spat, coming in Harry’s mouth. Harry sucked desperately on Draco’s cock, intent on extricating every last drop. Harry let Draco’s come coat the inside of his mouth before he swallowed, moaning gratefully.
Harry remained kneeling on the floor as Draco bent down to retrieve his trousers. Harry became aware of the acute pain of his own erection as Draco stepped past his crumpled form.
”Hey, Malfoy! Where are you going?”
“Back to my wife, Potter. I suggest you do the same”.
Harry sat, agog at Malfoy’s cool reply. “What about this?” Harry asked, grabbing his crotch.
“You’ve got two hands Potter: pick one”.
A smirk consumed Draco’s pale face as he walked away, leaving Harry a mess of hopelessness and hurt, tears streaking his face, and falling in heavy droplets of the bathroom floor.
Summary: Another epilogue adjacent fic: Harry really, really misses Ron. Really.
Harry reached out before him, stretching his fingers towards Ron, gently placing his hand on his friend’s shoulder. Ron did not look up, but maintained his gaze, concentrating on the game of wizard chess before him. Harry shuffled closer, trying to steady his breathing. He could feel the heat rise in his face, his heart pounding against his rib cage. Still, Ron did not move. Harry inched forward once again, until his body was pressed against Ron’s back. Harry closed his eyes and, tilting his head skywards, involuntarily pressed his pelvis against Ron’s muscular back. This time, Ron moved. He rose, and Harry, his eyes still closed, let his hand fall from Ron’s shoulder. Harry could feel the blood rushing to his cock, as it began to strain against his fly. Ron stood, facing him. He was, once again, motionless. Harry opened his eyes, resting them on his friend’s freckled face. Ron stepped towards Harry and, sliding his hands beneath Harry’s t-shirt, he lifted it over his head. Ron ran his hand over Harry’s bare back, pressing his own body against Harry’s naked torso. Ron placed his hands on Harry’s buttocks, forcefully, drawing Harry’s crotch to his. Harry could feel the rigidity of Ron’s cock against his own as Ron opened his mouth and traced over Harry’s shoulder and neck with his long tongue. As he did so, Ron slipped his long fingers under Harry’s waistband, and began gently stroking Harry’s cock. He could feel himself twitch at Ron’s touch. He began thrusting against Ron’s groin, moaning…
Harry woke with a start, a hand roughly shaking his shoulder. “Harry?” Ginny asked, a slightly bewildered look on her face, “Are you alright?”
Harry wiped the back of his hand across his forehead: it was beaded with sweat
“Oh…yeah. I’m…fine”, Harry replied unconvincingly, suddenly aware of his raging hard-on concealed beneath the bed sheets.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, of course. Just had a, ah, a weird dream. That’s all”. Seemingly satisfied with her husband’s explanation, Ginny rolled onto her side once again. “Well”, she said as she plumped up her pillow, “Try and get some more sleep. We’re going to have quite the time of it getting our lot ready for the train in the morning”.
Harry waited for Ginny’s gentle snores to resume before he got out of bed. Harry made for the bathroom as quickly as he could without causing a nocturnal disturbance.
“The train”, he muttered to himself, as he stood in front of the bathroom mirror, resting his hands on the counter, “every year”. Harry slid his hand over his stomach, grasping his still hard cock in his hand. He began to rub his throbbing shaft, slowly at first, savouring the pleasure of his own touch. The image of Ron running his tongue over his neck flashed before Harry’s mind’s eye, and he increased the speed of his movements. Picturing Ron’s blue eyes looking into his own, he unwittingly let his pyjama bottoms fall to the floor. Harry grunted as he finally gained release, his come splattered across his own reflection before him. He wiped the mirror clean and returned to bed.
“Mate!” called Ron enthusiastically, as he strode over to where Harry stood, waiting, on platform nine and three-quarters. Harry gave a somewhat nervous smile as Ron slapped him on the back. “It’s a bloody nightmare, isn’t it? Getting all these bloody kids off to school. How’ve you been?” asked Ron, a silly grin spread across the freckled face that, just last night, Harry had imagined he was gazing into.
“Yeah, not bad, mate. Work, you know. And you? How’s Hermione?”
“You know Hermione, Harry”, said Ron jovially, “trying to do everything all at once”.
“Yeah”, Harry nodded. He was visibly less than enthused to see his best friend. It was a fact that Ron, much to Harry’s displeasure, was suddenly aware of: “What’s wrong, mate?” he asked, clapping a consoling hand on Harry’s shoulder.
“Nothing, just…can I talk to you for a minute?”
“Of course”
“Erm…not here. Maybe just…” Harry trailed off, motioning with his thumb towards an alcove out of sight of the Hogwarts Express, his wife – Ron’s sister – and his children. Ron followed Harry, who stood facing the brick wall before them.
“Do you miss it, Ron?” Harry seemed to be asking the wall.
“Miss what, Harry?”
“The, ah…you know. When we were in the dormitory and we, ah…”, Harry could feel his cock twitch at the mere memory of their former nocturnal activities.
Harry could hear the shuffling of Ron’s shoes on the pavement as he moved towards Harry. He placed a hand on his shoulder. “We can’t, Harry. We just…can’t. I mean, it’s not like before…Hermione, and kids, and…”
“I know”, Harry interjected sharply, “Oh boy, do I know. But sometimes I just…”
Harry could hear Ron’s breathing increase – he was standing closer than Harry had first thought. And then…Harry couldn’t help it. He pivoted to face Ron, and pressed his hand against Ron’s groin. Ron’s cock responded the way Harry knew it would. Ron’s breathing increased to a pant as Harry vigorously massaged Ron’s throbbing member. Ron pushed Harry against the wall. The two were now hidden in shadow. Ron pulled Harry’s hand from his dick and placed it against the wall so that Harry’s back was facing him. Ron fumbled with Harry’s belt, pulling Harry’s pants down. He ran his hand over Harry’s ass before slipping one of his long fingers inside Harry. Harry jerked his ass away involuntarily. Ron fingered Harry’s ass, as Harry instinctively reached for his own throbbing cock. He ran his hand along his shaft slowly at first, determined to focus on the touch of Ron’s deft fingers. Harry came hard, with a feeble attempt to suppress his groans of pleasure. Ron withdrew his finger quickly and spat on his hand. He rubbed his saliva around Harry’s anus, forcing Harry further against the wall so that his chest was grazing the rough brick. Ron steadied himself, one hand pressing against the wall. With his free hand he spread Harry’s ass cheeks wide and thrust hard into him. Harry bit his lip as Ron fucked him. With every thrust, Harry’s asshole gratefully squeezed Ron’s cock, thankful for this gift of pleasure. Ron was pumping his cock faster and faster inside of Harry, who raised his ass to meet each of Ron’s thrusts. Ron grabbed Harry’s hips and pulled them forcefully towards his own, his cock reaching deeper into Harry. “Ohhh…”, Harry moaned, “Ohhh, God”. Harry came again, his come spurting onto the brick wall, which he was now leaning against for support. Ron suddenly pulled out of Harry. The final squeeze of Harry’s asshole was more than he could stand and, shuddering with the power of his orgasm, he shot his come all over Harry’s back. Ron fell against Harry, resting his head on Harry’s shoulder. “So”, panted Ron, “to answer your question mate – yeah, I do miss it”.
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